A Celebration of Neurodiverse Voices
We asked neurodiverse individuals from around the world to submit their poetry, prose, stories, and artwork to be featured on a special program. On July 11, 2020, we hosted a watch party showcasing their submissions.
You can read each of these young artists’ submissions below. We are so proud to feature them and hope you enjoy! (Submissions are in order by video appearance)
Watch Party Submissions
Autism Advocacy Series Alumni, Ohio
“These boys have become friends in the last few weeks through their weekly zoom meeting. This is some collaborative writing they did together for the first time. Each one in turn spelled a few words to create the sentences.”
Rithik Sinhasan, Rahul Jonnalagadda, Kenta Mignot, and Michael Zepf wrote:
Once most people in this country started listening to me very intensively, and they were not making quick judgments about all my closed senses, I was glad about that and thankful for it.
I am scared massively, acting slow, highly nervous, not because people's judgement but making hard choices is not easy. Was very sad. Cannot describe my absolutely sad mind, but I will overcome my fear one day soon. It's up to me and I will stand for myself.
Arth Srivastava, Virginia
Could I tame myself?
Some wear more tears
Some hide their fears
As some want to appear
Able, smart and sincere
Transcending invisible limits and racing
Over the bearings I am placating
I dream I go places
And sew the missing pieces
Could I tame myself?
I seem to wonder
From within this box
My hoarding thoughts ponder
By Arth, age 10
June 11, 2020
Ishaan Holloway, Alberta, Canada
MY LIFE IS LIKE A BUBBLE
My life is like a bubble.
Beautiful but fragile.
It needs love and care;
It seeks kindness because it is easy to give.
That makes a profound difference in lives like mine.
Do prepare yourselves to share kindness where you go.
The feeling is unmatchable; the satisfaction is heavenly.
All I need is kindness and acceptance from society.
THE FORCE OF TRUE LOVE
My love today sits on edge,
To force it to be dormant,
Be it come out to express with truth,
To hope for it to become immortal,
To transform the buried love to be alive again!
By Ishaan, age 15
Article: Autism As Seen from the Inside
Jake McClintick, Ohio
Jake McClintick, age 24 (using RPM to communicate since age 18) is submitting the attached note to younger kids to ease the struggle.
In his words, the reason for submitting this: “Most hope it helps others have hope”
Jake’s Nice, Meaningful Note to Kids Who Deal with the Struggle of Autism (6/11/20)
Most have a body that responds according to how it is expected. I not love not having that. Eager to encourage if you have same struggle.
I hardened my heart in response. Love is better. Hating yourself is a lie. Hard life is only worse if your heart is full of hate. More ignorance is not helpful. Hate is ignorance.
I have life most happier having heart God’s love inside. My hardened heart had not most made me allow God’s love most inside. Still working on changing my heart.
Hope softens hearts. I still need have hope every day. Most important I can have life purpose life autism. Hope most helps have heart really willing have more ideas more loving help interested. Not sure most easy ideas. I eager to try having hope.
Hard having autism, I know. Lots of ignorance most daily life – hard to trust others, hard to trust yourself. Have to have hope in God. Hope is hard to give yourself, so I hope I can share some of mine.
Joshua Greiner, Arizona
Paintings and Dear Younger Me / Dear Future Me letters
"How hugely proud I am of this. Got to say that I am thankful for making my younger self so proud." - Joshua Greiner, age 18
Darren Stella, Ohio
About the poem:
“It relates to how we feel about ourselves sometimes. We need encouragement.” - Darren, age 19
I know you feel like the worst
person in the world,
I know you feel like vapor
that can vanish anytime,
I know you feel like a captured beetle having no place to go,
These are absolutely appropriate
for someone to feel,
But I want you to know that
you are special to me.
For more of his writing, follow Darren on Instagram or his blog.
Darren is an AAS Alum, see his songs from the 2019-2020 season here!
Jonas Godby, Ohio
Jonas wrote "Being in Love with a Heartbreak" in late January 2020 in anticipation of Valentines Day. He wrote it for someone he wishes to remain a secret.
Being In Love with a Heartbreak
Seeing a girl in front of me
How pretty she can be
Die of a heartbreak
Not much more I can take
Hope she notices me
Can she see how great I can be?
How long must my heart break
Before dear girl can come and take
A happy heart coming after me?
In love is how we should be
Jonas wrote this untitled poem during his first visit with Soma Mukhopadhyay, creator of RPM, this year. He finds it calming.
Slow air,
Sunshine,
Green tree,
Looks fine.
Small Bench,
Empty,
Quiet day,
Happy.
Green grass,
Small ants,
Climb tree,
So free.
Charles Blake, England
MY NAME IS CHARLES AND IM 25. SO I SUBMITTED THIS STORY IN REACTING TO THIS TIME IN THE WORLD. I WROTE IT ON MY LETTERBOARD.
Once there was a delightful old man who could never stop laughing. People everywhere heard his infectious laughter. Many people were cured from horrible diseases only when they heard him laugh. Sadly one day he lost his voice so he could not even laugh. This lasted a lot longer than anyone ever expected it to last so it was a massive struggle for all the world. Really everyone forgot what it was to hear the old man laugh and they knew everyone was missing something. People did not understand why lots of them were sad but the moment that old man stopped laughing, the joy left the world. There was a heaviness lingering that made people really confused about who they were inside. Realising that he may never laugh again made people despair. Others refused to give up hope and started to get excited at the idea of returning to normal...Can not finish the story as I don’t know how things will go...
The old man is representing our freedom. He may not laugh for a long time. Reality has changed but we must not forget who we are, like the people in this story.
Chris Santo, New York
This project took me almost two years to complete. So proud to use my own words and have them heard by so many!! - Chris
Ben Breaux, Virginia
A poem by Ben Breaux, now a 20 year old, Non-Speaking Autistic who Uses a Letter Board and/or Typing to Communicate.
LOVE is...
Unconditional;
it stays after Mistakes
are made
or after
Feelings have been Hurt
It understands
Fallibility
and
Supports
Redemption
LOVE requires a vast amount of Strength,
Selflessness, and Respect
for One's Self to be True
It Connects us all Together,
and Solidifies Humanity
LOVE - it Works,
if We let it
-February 13, 2019